darkness taking over…
I’m afraid to ask if this could get worse;
I don’t think I could bear it if it did.
Hating this part of me that is so sad.
Angry at life.
Angry at everything, everyone,
but most of all angry at my Self
for somehow allowing this to happen.
Did I have a choice?
What could I have done differently to avoid this?
Could this have been avoided?
Please god, help.
I can’t see the light anymore
and I’m scared.