I Wish Mine Could Be

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Terror.
Agony.
Uncertainty.
Future is up in the air.
What will I do?
Where will I go?
Where will I live?
So easy to go back to victimhood,
and blame the one
who made these children with me.
Recovering from the lies and deceit,
the abandonment, betrayal and loss,
some days it’s enough
just to get out of bed
and take care of the kids.
And now I need to take care of myself,
provide for myself,
fill up the massive hole in my chest
that he left when he threw me away…
And it has been two years.
Healing isn’t linear…
it takes many twists and turns,
and there are many in-between moments
of not knowing what action to take.
Healing isn’t linear…
I just wish mine could be.

8 responses »

    • Thank you for your heartfelt comment. We are all in this together. Sometimes I forget. I am so grateful to be reminded. Blessings to you. ✨❤️🌈🙏🏻

    • You too, my friend. Big hugs and blessings on your path. Deep breaths, and the knowledge that everything is working out exactly as it should, and you are in the right place, at the right time, doing the right thing!

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