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Between The Couch And Infinite Possibility

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It’s ok for me to feel sleepy

and too tired

to get up

from the couch

It’s ok for me to dream

and feel uplifted

and excited

about what’s next.

Somewhere between the couch

and infinite possibility

there is my divine purpose,

my ultimate destiny.

There is some work to be done.

May I do it cheerfully.

Gratitude, Day 36 of 48: Healing

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One day he said, “I want a divorce”

and went down to sleep in the basement.

I thought I would die.

I didn’t.

I lost sleep, I lost weight.

He moved out.

He introduced our children to his girlfriend.

I thought I would die.

I didn’t.

I asked why God would let me suffer.

I worked hard.

I secured a rental home in my kids’ school district.

I kept praying and meditating.

I want it to get easier.

I want the healing to go faster.

It won’t.

Life takes its time.

Healing takes its time.

My job is to surrender now.

Gratitude, Day 35 of 48: Difficult People

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Life delivers lessons

whether we’re ready to learn or not.

Sometimes difficult people show up

to reveal to us where we’re still stuck.

We should thank these people.

If we’re interested in evolving,

the most difficult people

are our greatest teachers.

God bless our teachers,

whoever they are,

however they arrive,

however difficult they are,

however bitter the lessons they teach.

In the end it all leads us back

to our own sweetness

and the love that holds us

in every moment of our learning.

Gratitude, Day 33 of 48: Freedom

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I have this power to choose
and I choose freedom.
I choose to see how inextricably connected
I am with All That Is
and to communicate deeply with consciousness
as it presents itself in the present moment.
I choose to surrender into being
to dissolve the illusion of confinement within me
so that I can truly experience the ultimate freedom.
I let go of my definition of this moment.
What arrives is truth, reality, the freedom to be
exactly who I am, accepting my humanity,
in love with life the way it is…

Gratitude: Day 6 of 48

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The peace that passeth all understanding…

I have a daily relationship with Jesus,
through prayer, meditation and contemplation.
It wasn’t always this way.
I was brought up to be scientific, skeptical,
suspicious of anything the least bit religious,
but through the twists and turns of life
I ended up in church one day,
heart broken open,
shedding years of grief,
tears cascading from my eyes.
I sought through prayer and meditation
conscious contact with God,
and miracles began to take place in my life.
I know that God works through me now,
through my hands, my voice and my heart.
I take an active role in my spiritual unfolding;
I am not a spectator here.
I know that my life will be full of hills and valleys,
and I am ok with this,
because I know my place with the one
who watches over me always,
guiding me back home to peace.

Gratitude: Day 3 of 48

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Nature…my heart, my soul

I have sought solace many times outside

During the darkest of times

I cried by the rushing streams

Sat and shivered on rock outcropping

Held my face up to the moon

Soaked in the radiance of the stars.

I felt seen by the Great Mother,

Remembered that I am temporary here,

Living on borrowed time…

I give thanks for the natural world

Who has always welcomed me with open arms.

My problems didn’t go away,

But somehow they were more manageable…

Thank you, Great Mother, thank you.

Gratitude, Day 1 of 48

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They saved my life…

I start this 48 day challenge feeling so grateful for my children.

Straight up, they are the reason I am still here.

They were the reason I kept going through all the dark nights .

And they are the reason I work so hard.

Their laughter has reminded me

That life is about so much more than struggle.

I thank God every day for these beautiful blessings.